Saturday, April 26, 2008

Finally, she's gone...


Yes, I need to face the harsh reality. My friend is gone and now that I have cried enough, I pray for their happy days ahead. I had a heavy heart since days and today and poured it all. I was so hurt, I couldn't believe it was time for her to bid us farewell and go with her husband. We have lived our childhood together, and it's hard to believe that those are all mere memories now. Time is really cruel!!!

I vividly remember those days when we used to go wherever we wanted once we got the cycle. We loved cycling and we had one on each family meant for us 'kids'. Bijayanti and I used to race and nobody would be the clear winner. Nobody wanted to be. Those days were fun... all is over now. I have to accept that we have grown up now, that I have grown up now.

When the groom's family took her away, I was like "God, this is true. Biji is really been taken away? I am not dreaming..." and tears found their way out. I seldom cry coz I am a real stoic but then today tears had become involuntary. We used to play "marriage" and today, she lived marriage. It's so hard to bear the fact.

The photo I have posted above, in which both of us are smiling heartily, was taken on her engagement day. I couldn't upoad today's photos because they portray sadness and I wouldn't want to see that again.

I am happy to learn that bhinaju is a real jolly person and will keep our Biji smiling... :-)

Back here, we will always remember her, for everything we have done till date, together!!!
Lastly, for the most wonderful couple of the land, may their life ahead be happy and grand.
Biji, we will miss you a lot. We love you and will always always be there for you. You mean a lot for all of us.


1 comments:

suman said...

i love to read your writings.they are simply wonderful.but i have some questions to ask u regarding ur latest article!!!i don't understand why you are so sad when bijaynti goes away to her husband's home? She is still alive.She is on the same city not far away than 10 kilometres and she is happy so why should you just worry as if you will never meet.In life you have to be apart from so many people.One day you will also leave all of your family and friends and go with your husband,you might go to foreign countries or your loved ones would.....so this is the life and you have to accept it happily.even we have to be part permanently oneday from everyone.Don't be so emotional.you are just creating the distance in your relation with her.feel as if she is there with you!
but please continue to write such articles.they are simply motivating....

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